As an Indian, I can agree with that, because I felt the same. Now, I have started feeling numb or almost disassociated myself from any praise at all. Because I don't see myself being applauded for anything...

Life is good when people/circumstances have crushed you several times. You don't feel anything at all. You lose your charm and seclude yourself in a room.

Writing is one thing that I can raise my voice with, and I feel that you are too, that type of a person.

Thanks for sharing this..!